So the years have gone by, push/pull etc...some really good times, a whole lot of misery - always with the feeling that the other shoe was about to drop...
When you told me "I have to do this my own way" WAY back before you moved here, the reason you "felt exposed" was because in addition to your lovely Hawaiian girlfriend, you neglected to mention your WIFE in Portland...the one you would be so upset to be divorced from...
I know, "it was awkward"...
I'm just trying to decide if I think you are more WEASLEY, because you are incapable of being honest, or more MEASLEY, because you are incapable of any real emotion. At this point, it's a toss-up.