The wanting.
The waiting.
The 8 weeks past, with still 6 weeks to the end of the year. The open-ended-ness of it all.
The daily phone calls, the texts, the emails...all kind of fizzling in interest and intensity - who can sustain this indefinitely?
But...I know J has the potential to be exactly what I want, to be a certain 'perfect fit' for me...
So frustrating.
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